not yet

i can still remember, how i saw you when i was young, when the world was filled with the wonder, of everything you'd done. you were as real as anything, and i saw you in the trees and in the air. and i didn't understand you, but back then i didn't care.

(chorus)
and now i look for you in books and philosophy, in other people's thoughts and all the right theology. and every moment of every day, i wonder where you are. why i can't seem to feel you, why you're not closer than you are. things were simpler back then, and it's taken me all this time to see, that it's not you that's gotten complicated, all along it's been me...

Psalm 91

based on Psalm 91-

we will find shelter in the Lord, and rest in His shadow
You alone are our refuge and shield

You alone are the One who we trust

(chorus)

because You love us, You rescue us
You protect us as we confess Your name